A Realization-

You know how when you have to do everything, you become the person who can’t let someone else do anything?
I have become this person.
Honestly, I believe it is the whole single mom thing.  I have to do everything.  I have to do the dishes, the laundry, the shopping, the cooking, the homework help, the baths, [...]

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STUCK

I’m trying…trying to be a “Shiny Happy Momma!”
I’m trying but I feel stuck.  I feel like I worked so hard to build this life and all the pieces are in place but something is not right.  Something, is missing still.  I am stuck and a bit lossed on what it is.  I AM STUCK in this [...]

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That Which I Can Not Change…

What is the old AA chant?
You know, the philosophy on which the program is based.
 
Hold on now I must look it up…….  God Bless Wikipedia!
 God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
courage to change the things I can,
and the wisdom to know the difference.

So it is a mantra [...]

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God could not be everywhere, so he created mothers. ~Jewish Proverb

You must run out and get yourself a 10 year old!
Really if you want to make it even better you’ll add a 7 ½ year old, like a cherry on top.J
 
The moment a child is born, the mother is also born.  She never existed before.  The woman existed, but the mother, never.  A mother is [...]

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TOO MUCH = Nothing

I feel like I am stuck.  I need to find a voice because there are so many things I want to express but it is as if there is so very much that I can’t begin.  The first step in a journey is often the most difficult for me.  I don’t like change much and [...]

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